May 31, 2010

News

And suddenly, she gets up at 6am on her day off to make eggs for a boy.

May 27, 2010

Professional

When I got home and removed my stylish yuppie blouse, I was initially frightened to find dark brown spots staining my stomach, only to realize, after careful observation, they were melted chocolate morsels from my boss's granola bar that crumbled and fell down my shirt this morning. I have never felt more like Liz Lemon.

May 23, 2010

Cheese #2: Patacabra .smoke.sample.flash.

On a Spanish farm, a boy wearing a navy shirt will be smoking a bit of White Widow by himself and a hot, dry seed will ker-POP out from his brown, stucco-like pipe.

Long after that boy leaves home to pursue a successful career in realty, a cannabis plant of epic proportions will grow in that remote asspiece of land and double and triple and will get found and chopped down and repeat and be forgotten until 2200 after the Planet War happens and half of Europe gets obliterated and in the year 2305, humanoids H+ 2503 and H+1008 will find the field and bring samples back to Homecraft 14 and mistakenly catalogue them as an undiscovered strain of cannabis and name it Oveja Negra and it will revitalize the marijuana trade among increased performance humans and no one will care about American Idol and Gaga's music videos will be dusty and vintage.

[Editor's Note: Upon sobriety, this makes little to no fucking sense, but doesn't that make you want to try this cheese?]

May 22, 2010

Cheese #1:Il Partore .smoke.sample.flash.

Holm
During those times, no one could ever really tell when another was aroused. People didn't even hold eye contact until 1930. But Isla was definitely not aroused, although it was an arousing habit. Her mother died just three months earlier. It started the night she left home and got situated in her grandfather's not-so-humble abode.
Isla took the last room on left in the east wing of the house where her grandfather's massive statue of Fredrika Bremer stood in the corner of the corridor. Most every time she would go downstairs, in only a white pinafore, she would first mount the statue's base and pull herself upward. Staring dully into Fredrika's glazed white eyes, she straddled the marble woman, rubbed herself up against it and kissed its lips with her own. Her grandfather never caught her because the crush of young, pink flesh against cold, smooth rock doesn't make a sound.

Co-op-sessed (HAHA)

I discovered a huge Albany Co-op today and think I achieved organic dairy nirvana. I went with my mom and she says "This healthy food thing is a trend." I have Michael Pollan's signature in my book with the words "Katrina-- Eat Food!" So imma do it, Michael, for you.

More importantly, the journey to achieve superhero status as a wine and cheese connoisseur could certainly begin this summer. At the co-op, I bought two little cheeses. They are adorable:
IL PASTORE: Semi-hard sheep milk cheese from Italy that goes equally well with olives (especially grilled olives) and grapes of figs or melt nicely in the panini!
PATACABRA: Goat cheese from Spain, pleasantly goaty and salty, with a nice, clean aftertaste.
What does it mean to be pleasantly goaty?

That second one is grammatically incorrect, but I plan to return to the Co-op every week and buy two little cheeses for sampling in my cheese studies. TWIST: Instead of reviewing them, I plan to smoke a joint, taste the cheeses, and write a little flash fiction on this blog based on how they make me feel. Because I can. And it's summer. And I'm young and reckless and love cheese. (Maybe not the joint part, but definitely the flash fictions. I said maybe).

I also bought raw hemp seeds, wild blueberry yogurt from Maple Hill Creamery, and a little package of "Matt's Tofu Salad" at the co-op. (not a vegan) I don't know who Matt is but if he looks anything like his tofu tastes, I would be all over his fresh, crumbly spread if you know what I mean.

My dad is currently mocking my Maple Hill Creamery yogurt as he eats his own corporate-owned 'Fruit on the Bottom' BREYER'S Blueberry Yogurt while watching sitcoms about British people on PBS. I bite my thumb in his general direction.
Doesn't he look so grumpy? It's so sweet.
Okay, I'm off to pack a bowl. Flashes to come.



May 18, 2010

Internship

Yesterday was my first day at the Senate. I learned a ton, made some intern friends, had a tasty lunch in Capitol Park, but most importantly, introduced half the office to Grooveshark.com.

"And when that box pops up, you have to say 'I'll Take My Chances' as you click it."

This is going to be a great time.

May 16, 2010

All these years, you were right in front of me.

As I was staring at my spoon bag today, I realized-- I love spoons. No, like, really fucking love spoons. There's not a bad thing about them. I've decided I love spoons so much that I changed my Twitter name this morning: http://twitter.com/spoonforyou.

I almost changed the name of this blog and almost abused my powers as the college newspaper web king to change our masthead to a big spoon. But I didn't. Because I have self-control.

And a deep love for spoons.

May 14, 2010

Augury

It's never constructive to engage in doomsaying.

But I have a thought that I would like to share. Several really, but if you have some time, I hope you read all the way through.

I had a pregnancy scare this semester. Several, really, hah. I'm pretty comfortable talking about it because the sheer scope of my irresponsibility with these sorts of things is hilariously absurd. But the situation made me think a lot about being a mom. Which I want to do, almost certainly, at some point, when I'm ready, and I know I'll know when I know, y'know?

A few months ago, I was out to dinner at P.F. Changs with three friends. Between bites of Dynamite Shrimp and Ma Po Tofu, the four of us happily gossiped about a couple at a nearby table. A man and woman, dressed well, both attractive, probably dating, and sitting in silence. They each had Blackberries out and were tap-tap-tapping away on them, hardly looking up, except to eat. And they never talked to each other until they got the bill.

I don't ever want to be like this. I don't want my kids to ever be like this. And I worry, so much, that people growing up today are so urgently bombarded with the multidimensional NOWNESS of technology that human interaction will become...fucking...gone.

Overstatement. I know. Cue the counterpoints about never being able to replace "a mother's love" or "a human touch." I'm right there with you. Allow me to sound off.

(Everything below is huge generalization):
Someone born in the 1950s, having grown up in The Time of budding suburbia and nuclear families, is probably going to be a player for Team Pro-Life, to create an example from a debate in which I hold heavy interest. A simplified, ultimate argument against Pro-Choicers is that we don't appreciate the value of a human life. Baby killers, we are. I see it differently, and a big part of that, I think, is the world in which I grew up. Independent women in control of their bodies = Abortion is an option for me, duh. I'm not getting into arguments of adoption or any other hypothetical issue, this is purely about the abortion debate. And I don't think anyone's wrong or right, there's no way to prove anything in a moral debate - it's up to the individual. But that 1950s person will die before I will, and I'll be pushing for abortion rights long after they're dust. That doesn't make me right, that just reflects the culture. But the generational gap now is so huge and the realms of understanding are so NOT overlapping, just because of how differently we grew up.

[switching gears, it's all relevant to my point, I promise]

In my journalism class this semester, Professor Zoffness prepared a brilliant lesson where we watched a ton of YouTube videos about journalism changing and technology transitioning and the unprecedented ways humans consume information, etc. We were asked if we thought newspapers and magazines would ever be phased out (&with them: books, paper, publishing, printing, and all the jobs that go with them). One guy said, no way: I love the feel of paper -- holding a newspaper in my hands and turning the pages could never go away.

"It's a tactile thing."

Yeah, dude, because you're used to it. You grew up with it. You watched mommy and daddy read the news that way too. Kids now are growing up watching their parents tap away on Plexiglas. The tactile thing for them will be a glossy screen, not a grainy newspaper. It might even seem totally gross to them, all those ink and papercuts. In a sterile world of smooth, glass interfaces, who the hell TOUCHES paper?

It's even kind of weird to just sit in front of the TV anymore. There's no way to interact with what you see. TV is a one-way street, dude. But this isn't about older people getting over their prejudices when adapting to technology. I can text faster than my parents can type and I'm sure my kids will be able to pwn me in whatever they'll use. This is about losing real life interaction.

Fast-forward thirty years. Hi, I'm 51-year-old Katrina and I hope I look damn good for my age because of all my Asian DNA.

My son doesn't talk to me. Not in a grumpy, rebellious teenager way, but in a legitimately-he-doesn't-feel-like-he-needs-to way. He speaks when it's necessary and socially expected - saying hello, brief small talk, voice activation codes (it is the future, after all) - but doesn't otherwise. He carries around his tablet computer everywhere. At dinner, I ask him how his day was and he's tap-tap-tapping away on iFaceboogle about how his mom is being super annoying. It is silent in the house, except for music. This wasn't how I grew up. I get fed up with the lack of voices and conversation and interaction and yell, "Why don't you appreciate the value of human life?!" and have an early stroke because neurons blow a gasket in my brain with deja vu overload.

It's not the same thing, I know. And probably would never happen in only 30 years. Humans crave interaction, everyone says. But what if they didn't anymore? What if it stopped being efficient? What if we're so blasted with quick information that the normal speed of talking and the singular act of conversation is too slow, too boring, not able to hold the attention of people anymore?

Does the human brain reward room flood with the same amount of good-feeling chemicals when I get a GChat "lol" compared to making a person laugh in real life?

If not, how do I actively keep people talking and interacting and touching and loving? All I can really do is keep talking myself, right? This is all probably trite and contrived and smart people have likely been thinking about these things decades before I have. I know I'm only scratching the surface. There's probably a sci-fi film in the works right now about a dystopian world where people never need to talk. Or maybe one has already been made and my embarrassingly minuscule knowledge of film has foiled me again. But it's 4am and I've had a lot of coffee and just want to be a good mom to some kid someday. If all else fails, I guess I could always put on my mom apron and blend.

* * *

The problem with the college bubble is how much I get into the critical analysis of literature and media and technology that I sometimes forget how to consume literature and media and technology for enjoyment, or forget to consume it at all. So when summer arrives, I have all these goodies to read and watch; I feel like I'm embarking on a huge archeological excavation and none of it counts unless I dig out the messages and am able to decipher what it all means for me as a consumer and citizen and living, breathing, dreaming chick in 2010.


(My fears about robots, coming soon in another post, especially with Christina Aguilera's new bionic album out).

May 13, 2010

Credibility

It seems like newscasts increasingly use the number of members in Facebook groups to demonstrate the popularity of an idea, event, person, etc. When my dad and I watch the news together, he scoffs when this happens while I go "ooh" in interest.

Tangible generational gaps, man.

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